Entry 13: Guinness Stout

entering entry 13...
i guess i would be updating my blog really soon again...

for some reason...
i am really sensitive with certain numbers...
13 is one of them...
and it is not like i am superstitious or what...
i don't even think these numbers i hate would bring about bad luck...

but i still dislike them all the same...
and i have developed some amazingly weird habits because of it...

like...
how when i look through forums in the internet...
i would never stop at page 4 or 13...
and sometimes not even 2...
i would just click to the next page...
what for it to load before i close the browser...

like...
how i force myself to read an extra page if a chapter of the book happens to end on funny page numbers...
one with 13 perhaps...

the funny thing is...
i suddenly realised that i cannot list all these numbers i hate off-hand...
but some how...
whenever i see them...
i know i dislike them...

maybe something like life...
sometimes...
some people...
some events...
some items...
u wouldn't count them in when u list things u don't like...
but when u see them...
u know u just dislike them...
for whatever reasons...
or for no reasons at all...

another fruitless interview today...
worst then the last one perhaps because i can feel that the person who was interviewing me had no intention of giving a second look...

well the least they can do is give me slightly more consideration after making me wait for 1 hour 20 minutes due to an apparent mixed up...

but seriously...
the interview did put me into some thinking...

for one...
am i not working hard enough during interviews?...
maybe preparations?...
or impressing with answers?...

hm...
what i really believe in is that what the interviewer looks for...
aside from academic excellence and what not...
is someones they are comfortable working with...

and i don't want to give them the false impression that i am that some one...
only for them to find out later that the me in the interview was the me in false pretense...
just for the job...
and we are stuck with each other for a few years...
trying to savage something...

i just want to be myself...

so naturally the next question would be...

maybe that myself is simply not good and desirable enough...

in that case i am pretty much screwed ain't i?...

hahaha...

went for dinner with my friends today...
really amazed at the craps we can come up with...

maybe like my friend say we should really record down our conversation and make a podcast out of it...

my friend reminded me of a joke i made quite some time ago...
i couldn't remember i said that at first...

maybe can't believe i said that...
hahaha...
ok not really...
cause that is totally my kind of joke...

goes something like...
to target a selected group...
they should have a promotion where they give away belts for every bottle of Guinness stout bought...

better still...
7-11 can continue their buy 2 slightly over-priced bottles instead 1 super-over-priced bottle policy by offering the belt for every 2 bottles bought...

and to make things better...
5 limited edition belts of different designs...
vintage...
metallic...
gothic...
classic...
original...

collect them all guys...
what can be better than booze and a bit of ass-spanking violence to go along with it...

but before anything...
remember guys...

if u drink...
don't drive...

if u drink...
don't beat ur wife...