Entry 43: weekly weakly... layout... lag...

as u may have noticed...
MAY have...
i changed the layout for my blogs...

really wanted to change their layouts for sometime now...
but u see...
i lack the essential scripting skills to come out with my own template...
and i am not a big fan of downloading pre-made templates as well...

at one point...
i even contemplated switching to other blog providers...
and i was really intrigued by WordPress...
which is complicated for beginners...
but highly customisable...

i was this close to buying a domain and server space...
just so that i can get the fully plug-in enabled version of WordPress...
then i realised that is kind of stupid...
maybe i just wait for the day that five digit figure of readers hit my blogs each day...

like that day would happen...
haha...

either case i prefer this version over the super long version of the past...
though everything has a claustrophobic feel now...

i realised that i am slowly turning into those weak people...
i am at the weekly weakly stage...
where i can only keep up with activities...
such as updating my blog...
meeting my friends for dinner...
sleeping late...
i mean really late...
once a week...

what happened to my life...
i guess i just got old...

but seriously work takes away a large chunk of my life now...
i should have seen this coming once i know that the find a job that work from home is a no go...

readjustment...
adaptation...

i just hope i would not become those monthly weekly people...
that would suck...
the term does not even rhythm...

if u have got the time...
try visiting howitshouldhaveended.com...
some lamely funny stuff...

got introduced to the site through a user comment on another lame video on G4...

the videos available there are limited...
and not all are good...
but some of them is lamely funny...
at least their movie reviews are honest enough...

people...
2012 sucks ok?...

this site will go into my list of G4tv, OnionNews, SuperNews as my NSFW(not smart enough for work) stuff...

i feel like i am living way ahead of my time...
not that i am damn spot on with my observations and predictions...
though usually i am...
but more like someone pluck me out of my existence in the previous time period...
and place me right into the current time continuum...

or...
i was just lazy out for a briefly long period...
there is so much that i let snowball ahead...

writings...
yes writings...
shit...
inspiration...
a quite, secluded place...

or...
i just need to unlaze myself...

everybody has 24 hours a day...
is just how much u do with each seconds...

BS~!...
i only have about 4 hours a day...
minus work time...
and my beauty rest time...

i am still trying desperately hard to fulfill one of my childhood dream...
the mental toughness that enables me to not sleep or have very little sleep for days running without losing any of my capacity to function...

my sis once asked me why do i try to do this last time...
what is the point behind this mindless torturing of urself...
i did not have an answer then...
but now i do...

for rest is for those who are weak...
rest is for those who do not have the will to fight and move on...
i am ready for this battle...

after i get my 10 hours of sleep...