maybe i am just really tired...
but lately...
i found myself tearing when i am reading manga...
was i always such a wuss...
after bumping along for most of my life...
just drifting like a log in the waves of life's motion...
i have been trying hard to make up for lost time...
trying desperately to do things i have always set out to...
is it already too late...
am i not strong enough...
i begin to feel tiredness creeping into the core of my soul...
fatigue that slows my feet...
yet the passion is still strong...
my body is trapped in this turmoil between the longing for rest and the urge to move forward...
voice of the angel...
words of the devil...
maybe i need to find a balance...
makes me wonder is there such a thing of over-fulfillment...
u packed so much in ur life that u are no longer enriching it...
but making every second so draining...
life is sapping out of me...
impossible to stop the leak...
stop now and live a slow death...
sprint now to make every remaining breath count...
lately i realised perception is a funny thing...
what u have perceived before...
will slowly be defraged and remoulded all over again...
what u thought is wrong may slowly become right...
what u thought is right can slowly become wrong...
it is the moment of the perception...
the implications...
education...
knowledge...
knowing things u did not know reshape how u see certain things...
i guess...
people do change...
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