Entry 27: Why Must a Local Speak to AT with Chinese Accent...

question...
why must a local speak to AT with a Chinese accent...
when in Rome act like the Romans?...

COME ON~!...
u are not even in China...
they are here...

maybe this is just to make them feel u are one of them...
u share the same accent...
the same skin colour...
maybe the same ancestor...

which is pretty much all u all have in common...

now question...
what happens when the said local is speaking to 2 persons...
1 AT and a local...
does he adopt the Chinese accent?...
or would his mind be too confused to function...

which reminds me of the constant internal struggle i have...
u see...
my mom brought me up reminding me time and again that u do not mix languages...
u either speak Chinese...
or u speak English...
there is no in between...
and perhaps this was my motivation to learn the English language...
to the extend that i can communicate in it...

ok at the point of time i have no idea that as i pick up a new skill...
my Chinese would actually deteriorate to such extend...

so maybe unknown to everyone...
i also go through a psychological struggle when i am talking to 2 persons...
one more comfortable in Chinese...
the other in English...

and i feel very, very awkward every time people i usually communicate to in one language start to use another...

it is like the bug in my system...
i struggle to adjust...

but either case...
this is not my story...

so why do u speak with a Chinese accent?...

and which reminds me...

u may feel one of them...
they may make u feel u are one of them...
but u are just not one of them...
NEVER~!...

maybe u didn't get the hints...
but sooner or later the harsh truth will hit u right smack in the face...

well then again...

that is not my story...

really...

its my friend's friend's friend's...

f*** u all~!...