Entry 19: How Well Did U Learn to Let Go...

something a friend of mine put in his MSN nick for quite some time now...

how well did u learn to let go?...

some times...
no matter how u try to suppress certain memories...
certain feelings...
certain events...

u are going to be hit by a rude reminder at the strangest places...
when u least expect it...
perhaps because u least expect it...
u got complacent...
and let ur guard down...

and it strikes u...

letting go...
no matter how easy it seems...
or how much effort one put in...

is it really possible to let things go...

maybe letting things go is not the essential part...
maybe there is no way to complete let things slip...

that's why i always think the idea in Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind is so appealing...
the ability to complete erase some one...
or some memories away...

but do we really want to lose those things?...

life is about living with our choices...
about continuing to make difficult choices...

maybe letting go is not much of forgetting something...
or be unaffected by something...

letting go simply means not letting these things prevent u from moving forward...
of course it is ok that once in a while u stop...
and look back at all those reminiscences...

but don't let them hold u back...

take what u learn...
take what u will treasure from it...
and continue moving...

whatever the event...
whatever the incident...
whoever the person...

How Well Do U Learn to Let Go?...